Whalefall

something to talk about

I could talk about poetry today. How I thought for so long about my life reflecting the poetic. But the reality is that the poetic is meant to emulate life.

I could talk about manifesting. How my jumbled thoughts keep creating bits of my reality. But how I see now that maybe I've just always been that intuitive. It's probably a skill I developed without ever thinking.

I could talk a little about self advocacy. How learning to set boundaries can be just as hard as navigating them. That my line of work has taught me the value of flexibility but also shown me what havoc it must wrought to get there.

I could talk about the realization that I only really stop thinking about him whenever I step into a wrestling ring. Maybe all I need is to focus on the thing that I love about myself the most.

Today is one full of passing thoughts, nothing permanent, scarcely anything profound...

I wonder what it is I'm waiting on?