I need eye contact
I didn't have the follow through that I used to. I'd like to think it's because I've grown...
But I'm here alone, validated but still starburned. Fully committed to the impulse I had waking up this morning.
A full soul in an empty vessel.
I put that shirt on, just before bed. Only to feel some semblance of embrace, to fill my lungs with the idea of a scent the laundry room took from me two months ago...