box dye and gold 100s
Sometimes you validate yourself.
Heartbreak to hard month.
Dye your hair, "paint your nails lick your wounds".
FaceTime a friend while you rinse. Scream and giggle together over how good it came out. Talk about TV crushes while crushing smokes and letting your hair dry in the night air.
Get all tangled up in the kitcsh of October, purple and black and orange and bats. Listen to Issac Rother for the first time in months.
Let it pour out of you. Girl time will still catch you when you're in your 30's. Find itself in cracks unrepairable.
Love your teen self a little more each day... She's a fucking real one.